The process

Well, I think there should be some resemblance to order of this blog.. and since I think it will basically go in two ways, I'll try and remember to mark in the title, that each blog is either of the "journey"( the process in which it took me to "leave his sass"), or the new beginning of "dating".. which is (living with sass) basically my introduction into this new age of Internet dating.. yes I can't believe it.. and while I am getting closer to 50 everyday it goes between feeling like I'm going to throw up.. and this excitement of this new world "I" get to entertain.. and no one had to die! lol
And I guess at this point I should also tell you something of me.
I am 'the ex-wife". I will be 50 years old this September. .. If I live to be 100 I still have half my life left..but since that's not going to happen my dad reminded me that I didn't get my crap together till I was in my 20's so really I'm only 30... which in the dating world might as well be 50 since they all want 20 something....ha
oh back to me...I am a white middle aged women going through "the change" gracefully (as long as I don't get my hormone and sleeping medication mixed up  lol ) ya throw that in with dating..lol  I color my hair to whatever mood I'm in.. so far has gone from light brown to dark to blond once, and now back to brown..  it is basically short since I have a hard enough time trying to figure out what to do with it and I'm sorry but at this age..no one should be wearing a pony tail...
When I first got my drivers licence I was 5'5.5" and 110lbs. I know this because I recently moved back to the province in which I was first  licenced and that's what came up.. they actually asked "is that correct?"..REALLY.. someone clearly had not ate their wheat a bix that morning..
Now I'm 5'5".. well that's what I put on the dating sites..lol and I'm anywhere from 150.6 -154lbs.. depending on the amount of choc chips I ate or caesars I drank the night before....I'm assuming... and no, weights are not required on the dating sites just description..(I picked average) since the other choices are slim, athletic or a few extra pounds.. lol
And other than referring to myself as a little eccentric, mainly because I think "normal" is boring.. I like to wear some red, and press on tattoos along with body paint on my feet and legs for artsy events or just for fun.
So I will not be sharing any names .. well real ones.. there may be a few that I make up along the way just to keep the stories interesting..
well I'm not going to get much sleep tonight since I have date #2 tomorrow.. well he is #3 that I've talked with but only #2 that I've met... I will fill in the blanks possibly tomorrow... we'll see how late he keeps me out... hehe